so pretty much since i got back from Chile in Dec. i have been working on this party.....i saw online this chick that did a harry potter party and last year we did a pretty sweet Halloween party with friends and it was fun. but this year i wanted to do something cool with some of our friends that really dig harry potter. (which most of them do.)so I saw online this chick britta [link] or something really awesome you should check it out made it very authentic and have been working to do something similar. and at every stage it feels like an uphill battle, and other people have been like wow you are stupid, wow its just party, blah bla bla. but sometimes the only thing that helped me get through classes and keep going was being able to dedicate my time to something to bring focus to my free time along with everything else that was and is important callings,babysitting,etc. anyways so i am working hard learning to sew, working with wood to make it a real cool experience mostly for the kids cause and sister lawson tells me aaron can't come on the date i had set up and this is after doing backflips trying to find a day that would work...and it is just like.....why why even bother it is sooo stupid....cause he has a campout and she was like he will get over not being able to come...and it just seems so worthless well i have to go let a doggie out...and maybe get some sleep maybe i will feel better in the morning.